Missing you Dad…

Father’s Day makes me melancholy, feeling a little bit empty, void, regretful. I know I know… What was cannot be made new Especially when they have passed. Unfair? No, I should be accountable. It still doesn’t make me feel any better. But life goes on. Sounds so cliche… Anyway… I am so lost. So, so lost. Really. It’s like here i am phone in hand, if i could just call him he would have the answer for what is happening right now. Really…

I heard it said time heals all wounds. I wish it was that easy. In time I’ve learned to cope, but no the pain never goes away… I am going to stop right now. I don’t see my words are at all positive or helpful to anyone. So, I bought a can of Turtle Wax for the van maybe I can rub the blues away.